well yet again..i am still questioning some of my friendships. ok i will not say any names..that'll just ruin it completely. blah..why do i always feel like this? not with all of my friends..but with a very few. well..if i am even there friend. i just dont know anymore. sometimes i feel like i have no friends, but then i think of all my wonderful friends n say to myself 'what was i thinking?' whatever...its just a few ok? like...******* and ******* (not accurate letters or w/e..they r just stars*) okay well...theres more. i dont even know anymore. these people say im their good friend? and then barely ever talk to me..or whatever..and i make the effort to talk A LOT of the times. i feel like such a loner sometimes...if i was standing by myself and there was a crowd full of all of my friends..i bet i would still be standing by myself. thats what usually happens..until i walk over to a crowd and do my normal 'hey whats up?" and but into their convos..i do that often. in school its not really better either..do i even have friends at school? yes..the usual..kaysie relly and samantha..but yeah i even feel like im falling away from them too. they dont care where i am or what i do nemore. well, thats just how i feeL. i dont know the truth..of most of things. whatever..i shouldnt be complaining..at least im lucky to have friends..no matter how close we are..i just hope that my FRIENDS wll show a little bit more friendship..b/c i dont want to let go..on anyone..thats giving up..and im not a giver-upper..on these kind of things..so..w/e..sry for boring u with my stupid rants..ive been ranting on a lot lately ^^;;.. well i have problems too ya know?? ok im off to studying..g'nite..*yawn* *kristin*

doin some random quizzies...here ya go! (the post about mi day is at the bottom..bye)



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today i...woke up on the couch cuz i had a fight w/dana and slept there..got ready..my friend picked me up.school..bleh..boring..in 3rd period there was a people's fair in the gym and i walked around lookin at peoples displays and this one display was marilyn monroe and there was a little board game about her life and i played it (roll a dice and go how many spaces..) and i got EVERY question right..the girl being marilyn monroe was like 'wow..ur good..' and im like 'i know.. hehe' and then 4th pd..bleh..5th and 6th were boring..then i walked home..this dude i never met named anthony..he was really tall and he was good at basketball and while i was walkin home i kept tryin to get the ball from him..not goin to happen..hes evil(as in hes REALLY GOOD) hehe..so yeah..then i got home..bored..watched some TV and then i went online..talked with ppl.showed sandra some pics i wana change my blog to..then played some gunbound..now im rantin on to jon about my day..ok..thats it..bye

Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

my car...is so ghetto...*sigh*...spinning rims..on a taurus..honestly..its...not right.
hm..for my b-day im goin to islands of adventure..with may john and al..and whoever is going..
im going to nicole n melanies this weekend..
err...i dont know what to post about right now...so later..k? bye
like nicole says..'floopin monkeys'
*Kristin*
hi everyone who posts on here..:)

hey nicole..sandra..and everyone else who looks on here.

ok im finally not lazy and im going to post..about..my weekend..since today was really boring...
friday, school seemed like forever, then after school melissa picked me up and we drove to brandon and went to the camp..it was fun..met some new people..they werent very active..which sucked..the games were fun! the talks were talks..melanie and kris shared, then hm...**tries to remember** okay well anyway..it was fun..i was suppose to be a DGL but ehh..not enough people..so i j/went into nicole april and andreas group..they didnt even really open up..but..we tried..heh..i slept over at the barlaans..it was fun..i went to sleep around...2? i was sleeping on the ever so comfy wood floor..i mean..deflated air matress..dana is a computer hog..she never gives it up..darn..oh well..i woke up at freakin' 5:30..i actually woke up..i was surprised..and we didnt run til about..7:15...so yeah..we had to go..then sat. it was fun..i got closer to some of the participants..which was good..but the one on one..ehh..she WOULDNT OPEN UP! all i got was 'i dont know...' and 'umms' but eh..it was okay...games were fun..talks were talks and yeah..heh..the pray over..was..>.< horrible!! i went threw half of it..then freaked out and melanie took over..sry tifferly!(even tho u dont read this..) melanie did good tho :) darn i cant remember everything..but..im trying!! the praise fest was awesome..i wish it was longer tho..the camp was really plain compared to the last one but i mean..its okay..everyone still did really good. =) and err..btw i dont have a cc...and if i did..i wouldnt tell you lol jk i dont..after camp melissa april nicole erik and I were drivin over..to nicole n mels house to drop em off..then we had to drop erik off at at some basketball game of his..so i spent like 2 hrs with melissa..:) in the car..and then we picked up nicole melanie april and dana and went over to hudson..it was a fun drive and i fell asleep in the car surprisedly..i watched inuyasha w/melanie and dana..and wolf rain and FLCL..good animes! on sunday..we had a lil party for aprils b-day...it was fun...we had a long water balloon fight....i became melanie..(i put water balloons in mi shirt lol..it was a good laugh for april and nicole..they made me run) so funny..err..we played DDR too..a lot of DDR..it was fun! ack..we played basketball...err...well..we watched..well...i just summed it up..i dont know what im doing this weekend so if u wana hang out j/gimme a tag! okay..bye..*kristin*
i know im forgetting some stuff..but..oh well..bye!

EDIT!!!--okay so its right now 4/25 and err...i'll post about my weekend TOMORROW! OK?! bye
HAPPY BIRTHDAY APE aka APRIL aka ABRIL!!!! UR ONE OF THE BEST n I LUV YA! Wo0o0o0! srry i couldn't bike ovr there ::sigh::
i'm not at school today...so...yeah...i'm hangin out w/relly! and err...were havin fun....bein BORED! ack..well, we'll find SOMETHIN to do...shes such a dork omg u have no idea..well, hi everyone XD! okay...bye....
(i'll post somethin more interestin later.sheesh.) *kristin*

hey..whats up? im watchin cowboy bepop right now, i j/watched inuyasha. today was er..okay..school was school..i had my male anatomy quiz, i prolly got a B..woo! today was 4-20..smoking is stupid, so i think the 'meaning' of this day is stupid. oh yeah, lets all get high at 4:20 on 4-20..we r so co0l now...::cough:: ahem..okay...yeah...
well after school walked home w/kaysie and arielle...fun...they laugh soo much..it keeps me hyped. we went to subway as usual and i got mi cookies..mmmmm white choc. chip macadamian nuts...now thats the shiz! i swear, i have been losing my social life online b/c of gunbound, if ne of u have ever noticed...i play it whenever im not having a very fun convorsation..or when im really bored....no offense im not saying ur boring..but..yeah...nevermind...relly aka kristin came over today..she watched brother bear w/dana..i jus glanced over every once in a while..pretty easy to predict. ive noticed that a lot of my school friends have been changing...well, not a lot..just a lil bitty few...*sigh*..and im SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE CUTTING THEMSELVES! have i not told you before that it is stupid!?! your just replacing pain...with pain! damn...why don't u just talk to a friend or something..its stupid to hurt yourself even more!! gawsh...i watched teen titans today......your such a...darn it i forgot what the word was..w/e darn it...somethin that starfire said to beast boy when he pissed her off and then the lightin and thunder bros..if u remember jus tell me k? cuz i forget >.< darn it..why are some people in my school so filipino-ist? maybe they r just against me...and blame it on my filipino-ness...darn it....and they say im lying about being chinese..why would i lie about that?! idk how much i am but i know that i am...so..blah! well im extremely tired..so good nite...thanks for reading..:) *kristin*

today! well last night i talked on the phone with nikore...then played gunbound..went to sleep at 2:30? woke up...i got a 67 D on my friggin sylvia plath term paper..::sigh:: that put me in a crummy mood, i was really tired..i left my geog. binder and planner at mel n apes..i was really weird today...school was boring...so boring...so stressful...ack..got home, got cookies at subway, deng it dana is so lucky..she always gets free cookies from there! >.< darn...tomorrow is 4.20. if u smoke ur STUPID!!!!!i did some of mi hw..i have to study for my male reproductive system quiz..::sigh::...okay w/e this is a boring post cuz i forgot waht to say..so..bye my loves haha ok w/e bye *kristin*

weekend so far..deng this is goin to be long!!
friday-- not much happened..watched 'the video'(birth one) in health..bleh..>.< after school went over to mel n apes cleaned up the car (stupid annoyin justin and christian annoyed us..MOFOS!) then we slept early about 11:45? well for me..11:45.
saturday-- woke up at 4:10 according to my watch..got ready quickly then left..picked up kris..then went to the meeting place(hess gas station) we were the first ones to get there..we hung out there for about an hour...then left, the car ride was fun.it was me,april,kris,mike,raffy,rachel,kristine,christian,and dana. kris rode in the wheel chair heh. on the way there i read One Piece..its good, im glad mike let me read it! we stopped at another gas station.we got lost for like 30min heh. then we finally got to the park, hung out, registered, i got a shirt...then we err, praised n worshipped for about 3 songs and then started playin some sports. it was fun, i played basketball..kristine and lucas were on my team, rachel got her toenail hurt..then we finished that i played volleyball with sandra and marc and then a whole bunch of other people played w/us..everyone blamed it on kristine....heh.."KRISTINE!!!!!!!!!!" i met some new people, had fun, took a lotta pics on rachel's camera..we played basketball and lost against soflo...>.< we gotta practice more! after precon we went to church..after church me n kris walked out and saw april..she was hyperventalating...it was so scary! she was shaking...gasping for breath...i was so scared! she went to the ER..omg..i was so worried for her! it was so..ahH! its scary having your best friend go into an ambulance right in front of you! im glad she's okay now...kris...wow...he was really pissed off at the ER dudes..then we drove back..got home at 11:30-12..
today i had a LONG talk with april...and cleaned up a bit...gona go i'll finish postin later..bye *kristin*

ay naku...>.< okay today was preety boring...woke up, got a ride from kassandra(Kaysie wit a capitol K) school was eh...1st per did my little spanish skit i messed up a few times..but so did jessica and alex! it wasnt just me! im nervous..i was the waitress.i had a lotta lines! and i only had a day..jeez..2nd..ehh..3rd..ehh..4th..ehh boring! just watched a stupid video for the whole deng hour! 5th per..omg did u know that like HALF of my 5th period likes inuyasha? so cool!! most of the day i was tracing(yes tracing!) some easy pics from the inuyasha vol.15 manga my friend lemme borrow.and ppl over saw and were like 'cool u like inuyasha' and im like 'i LOVE inuyasha! watch it every night at 12:30' and they were like'omg me too!' or 'my mom n dad would kill me if i stayed up that late' but heh..oh well..sucks 4 them! at lunch me n kc chugged some yoohoo..i suck at chugging cans..so she won...im good and cups and bottles...not cans...(NOT AN EXCUSE!!) so after school...rel gave me a ride home...i went over to the bakery so she finished up her homewerrk and we walked over to my house..then biked (i pegged) over to 7/11 got some slushies and then went over to subway got some FREE COOKIES!!(mmmm..white choc. chip macademia nut...ahhh..) then on our way back....while i was holding my ::tear:: slushie i was goin down a curb, and i dropped/killed mr. slushie! mr. pepsi slushie was his full name...i made a song too...called 'bye bye mr. slushie'...::tears of remorse::...ok! so....o btw i saw roberto today(idk where squirrel #1 was...) so when me n relly got home..dana was online..that 'sick' person...i got online at 6:30..chatted...hrm..im thinking of becoming 'y0ur w e i r d o'...but i havent been accepted into the clan cuz im not 'y0ur e n u f f ' yet..thanks riSha for stayin w/me! i played a decent game of gunbound...and...then my bro kicked me off b/c he threatened to make me not watch inuyasha..the nerve of him..so i got off..watched some tv...watched some more tv...*sigh*..did my hw..watched inuyasha(such a cute ep.!) and then yelled @ my dad...he called me a b'tch.the nerve of him!! callin me a b!tch..you DONT call yer daughter a b'tch..he was being a jerk to me...urgh...some times i cant...sometimes hes just...ahh!! %&@*#!$...ok...so...dana was buggin me to do the laundry so i did it...and i took a shower...now im just bloggin bout me day...so im done...so buh-bye *kristin*
g-o-o-d-n-i-g-h-t!

danas a bum

my fun walk home with rel..and..::ack:: charles...
we walked....gustavo caught up...me n him talked for a bit while charles n rel held hands in front of us...bleh...then we went to kash n karry...gustavo waited outside and me n relly n charles(blah..) me n rel got a drink and some funions...or however u spell it..charles got cake..that fat skinny mofo! me n him got into an arguement so i ignored him the rest of the way..and entertained myself by making some..songs..and talking about my cool funions case (it was those mini things) ok
here are my songs
RELLY:
relly...went to the deli...and got some jelly...cause she's really co0l!
she ate with her belly...and got all smelly...her name is relly...and she is a fo0l!
(repeat x2)
and another song...
RELLYS GOT SOME SHADE:
relly's got some shade...relly's got some shade..she went to the ARC-ADE
with her cool new friend name jade! =)
(repeat x1)
WOO!!! :) my cool awesome mofo new songs...
oh yeah and i met 2 squirrels named roberto and squirrel #1..and i read an inuyasha manga vol.15 IT WAS AWESOME! ok thanks buh-bye *kristin*

this wont be a long post because im lazy right now..
i got my reeport card today...3 a's 3 b's...im so smart =) hehe...yeah...and err..today...rel came over and hung out..and i had a fun walk home....TOE-BACK-OH! haha..rel sure did like our bike ride home..
and err...hi everyone *.~ bye everyoine *~*
*kristin*

my wonderful yet Odd..weekend!
idk how it was odd..heh...oh well..
friday- woke up..skipped school...it was good friday! and err...i played gunbound w/matt and a whole bunch of other online gunbounders..chatted to evil ppl who didn't have schoool and went to subway with relly and one of her many cousins..then went back home and watched some moovies and chatted away til melissa came and saved me from my boredom and i went to church..had to kiss the cross that had other ppl's germs..never doin that again! then we went over to hudson and watched some moovies w/abril and meelliisssa (gothika) and had a talk with melissa...trying not to fall asleep...and that was my day.
saturday-woke up got rushed and out the door to the car and drove to clearwater got some groceries and pizza picked up erik and went over to the PASAT picnic/RJ's bday party wooh! he's 4!! add 10 more years and maybe he'd be my age..ok..so..we had fun! egg toss w/april..on our 3rd or 4th toss april tossed it and i tried to get it but my knee smushed it and i got all this egg yolk on mi pantalones..nasty >.< and then i did this one thing where you had to be the first one to eat marshmallows on a string and chew the bubble gum on the string and get it w/o ur hands and blow a bubble...first one to do it gets a prize! it was hard to get it off the string...but i did it first! woo...all those lil kids lost! muhaha lol..im eevil..then the egg huntin.."I" found 53 eggs....well..me+dana+anita..haha..we combined our eggs...the evil ppl we r..that was fun..nicole n mel were there too..and kris 'toffer' who claims he's goin out wit april..wat a loser..never going to happen..after that we went to hudson..erik spent the night...we watched texas chainsaw massacre and duplex, then abril and dana fell asleep and me n erik played kingdom hearts for a bit..and...then i tried to go to sleep but heard this freaky high pitched voice sayin somethin in my head...got scared..went out of the room and hung out w/erik for a while and told melissa bout it..she cared :) and then i went to sleep...
sunday!- woke up was rushed again out to the car drove to church was 30min late..missed gospel..was there for about 20 min...then err drove over to melanies 'surprise' party..a whole bunch of ppl were there like melanie...and...melanie..hehe of course she was there...mel ape erik and sis n ash,sandra,risha,acelyn,jen,jon,mark,raffy,christian,this girl named marcie,melanies friends(adam,and 2 other grls), and err a whole bunch of ppl...
first we hung out n talked..then i walked off w/melanies friends to go steal her oar's and i got cut up a bit..but we stole it..and walked back..was fun..then we talked more..hung out...we had a water balloon fight..me n sandra ROCK at makin balloons! i got hit quite a few times but managed to hit quite a few ppl..like..dana...jon...mark...i think thats all i hit hah...i got really wet..it was fun. man..melanie got so many animes and mangas..:) and a bunch o' money..i had a good time..okay well...after that..we left around 5:20....then melissa drove us hoome...and..i jus watched tv..and now im online..tired...sleeepy...soo good night...*sigh* school is tomorrow..this so totally sucks!! so off i go..for all of the coo0l people who read this..good night! tc n GB!

*kristin* *.* o.o

hey every1..whats up?
My NEW ALBUM

am i good w/html or what?/ haha...ok..w/e..today was boorrring..school was ehh..walking home was annoying because charles kept acting like a wigger and i despise wiggers..ahh! okay so neway got home..watched tv...waited for dana to get offline..went online..chatted to a few ppl...played gunbound...and err..chatted...so now i gotta go so bye *kristin*

sickness...
being sick SUCKS...lack of sleep is NOT good...plus not having medicine isnt good either so when ur sick don't be like me..and GO TO THE DOCTOR..:O okay! i felt awful today in school...durin 2nd pd. i felt like gaggin but i jus breathed in and out excessively and kinda annoyed the dude in front of me b/c my stuffy nose/breathing was loud enough to hear when ur in front of me. and i was suppose to have my presentation about tobacco today i was gona go last but i ended up not going b/c ppl took too long and i was all anxious and ready too..now i gotta go first tomorrow(today) whatebber..after school i was really annoyed..walked home with err...not kaysie since she hung out w/her loser friends so err...dana..and aurora..and charles sorta..i biked keith's bike down down down to alt. 19 and i dropped it off and walked home the rest of the way w/dana. then we walked home...i went online til 8 played some gunbound and chatted..watched half of the inuyasha dvd and played some more gunbound..watched tv, did my hw, talked on the fone..samantha is happy now :),now im juss postin and lookin at pics from the barrio fiesta/my spring break and chattin....so....my throat HURTS! and i'm tired so good night i'll sleep after inuyasha comes on..:) U SHOULD WATCH INUYASHA!! i mean you!!! okay...haha...the 'you' will never be known since there is no particular 'you' in mind...people in school are mean b/c they always compare me to dana and it gets annoying.. oh yea in 1st pd. there was a fire drill..ok..im done..enjoy! *kristin*

DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS?!

tired...today was very un eventful...went to school..homeroom today, i got my school registration form..im in English I Honors,Earth Science,Freshman Experience(and american gov.),Spanish 3,Algebra I...and...err..my elective is Journalism Newspaper. good classes? and hopefully i can get in traditional...im goin to dunedin high btw..after school i walked home and went to charles's house to print out stuff for my poster..biked home...watched tv and worked on my toe-back-oh projecto. i dont think i need to work on my presentation b/c i have it all set..i mean..its tobacco..i kno tons of info..after i did some chattin i played gunbound for an hour or so..now im here, gettin kicked off so buh-bye g'nite ppeeaaccee *kristin*
Has Anyone Discovered My BLOG yet?!?! I get no tags >.<

omg i almost forgot..HAPPY B_DAY MELANIE!! WOO 13!!

ABOUT THE PHIL FEST
okay man..do i hafta write all of this? BUM© (copyright of nicole's..yes..its her original word haha) well newho..friday (read nicoles blog to find out about it) and err..saturday i woke up..err...deng i forget..haha..joke-lang©(its orignally jon's) deng why do i copy so many words? haha cuz i dont have my own..urgh..well saturday we err..got ready for phil-fest..got there...hung out w/everyone... deng it i am so bad at explaining..i'll explain later when i can REMEMBER everythin (dont worry i won't forget)
CUE ESTEY ROCKS! irv..<3 haha jus meshin©..(another friggin one of jon's!!) sheesh...well irv is cool..b/c..i know irv..sorta..well..i dont really..but i have CONNECTIONS and one of these days imma call u up and be like 'hey im at irvs house with al and dana and whoever else im with..heh..'..yeah..ok..whatever...gotta go...buh-byez...im LAZY!!

april fools day...kinda late..april haha she probably was gettin crap from every1 all day for her name..well..today was preety boring..i got my registration form thing for dunedin high school..iono what electives to choose..>.< its a hard choice..im bad with decisions..hopefully i will pick the right choice..tonights ep of inuyasha was last nites ep w/o the stupid mustaches..which wasnt all great...cuz i already SAW the ep..i wanted to see the next ep..oh well, i'll wait til monday. i talked on the fone w/samantha then april then nicole (not all in the same hour...) i chatted online a bit..played gunbound instead of watchin INUyasha b/c idk..i need more G's so i can get an avatar..if u dont play gunbound u should start..its a better version of scorch..better graphics..way cool..better...weapons...yeh..and the people have faces instead of just a tank, but if u like the original then fine w/e...i need to take a shower n study...friggin monkeys..ok g'nite *kristin*
sweet dreemz =)

i found this piece of paper taped to a pole...on the front its a '50 dollar bill' but on the back it says
'WHAT MONEY CAN BUY'
'Money Will Buy:
A bed BUT NOT sleep.
Books BUT NOT brains.
Food BUT NOT appetite.
Finery BUT NOT beauty.
A house BUT NOT a home.
Medicine BUT NOT health.
Luxuries BUT NOT culture.
Amusement BUT NOT hapiness.
A crucifix BUT NOT a Saviour.
A church pew BUT NOT heaven.
What money can't buy, Jesus Christ can give freely without charge. Is He your Lord and Saviour? If not, you can get a new lease on life right now. Confess to God that you have sinned and that you want to turn from your sins to receive Jesus as Lord of your life. Through that step of believing faith you can start a fresh and a new life in Christ.'

interesting eh? things i find when i walk home..i also found 2 'You've won a free 20 oz. bottle of coke' bottle caps..heh..and i got some soda..but i didn't really drink it..cuz i gave up soda..so i gave it to kaysie and dana..i have sinned >.< i totally cussed out dana like 10min ago >.< she threw stuff at me..i think i have a cut on my leg..oh well..>.< bye bye *kristin*